An obsession with writing, an addiciton. This place could be my cocaine, my heroin, my fix. But it isn't. Thank goodness it isn't. I love life and it's other wonderous things it can provide me. Thank goodness, this place is a reflection of the things I love and hate so much and not the place which I would care too much and exceptionally for that everything else in life doesn't matter anymore...

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I was talking, thinking of teasing her by coming closer again...

And then I felt her lips upon mine, such a heavenly feeling and all of a sudden, made me go airy in the head, dumbstruck. And as sudden it had come, it had go.

I wanted more. I leaned forward again wanting to savour and take my time this time sobering up from my stupor only to be met with a cheek...

peck and a hug.

I should have savoured the first when I could. I should have squeezed tighter when I could.

I wanted to do them so much...

I curse my stupidity out loud.

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SengChye.