For some reason google really refuses to work for me late at night when I want to blog about things.

I just finished watching the 5th chapter of Heroes. And it was sad. Micah had a Father and a Mother who loved each other. However Micah’s mother, Nikki, did not trust Micah’s Father even though he was truly innocent. She kept thinking that DL, Micah’s father, was a killer and he was dangerous. Not even her Son could change her mind.

In reality, DL was a nice man who loved Nikki and Micah so much. He had made some mistakes and yes, he had left her to fend for herself, which although was a bad decision, could have turned out worse. The people after DL could and prolly would have killed Nikki and Micah as well. All DL did was to try to do what he could to protect his family. It was a decision between two losing scenarios. He chose the one that would have the better chance of keeping his beloved family being alive. It was a difficult choice but it is understandable why he chose it.

Instead, Nikki didn’t take to it well at all. His Wife, his supposed closest to him, His supposed other half, The person he had a child they both loved with had the biggest doubt for him. Nikki loved DL but she didn’t trust him enough. It led to their downfall. They quarreled because of that, they fought because of that, they were miserable because of that. Her doubt was the problem. Otherwise they would have been still a family. A functional one at that. Perhaps she needed time.

DL’s trust broke down as well… that ended everything really.

“Most of the time, in relationships, when someone makes a mistake, the other person just pretends it didn’t happen. But when someone makes a mistake and you didn’t… things just gets a lot more complicated.” DL to Micah.

And to me… I need patience and trust.

I will give love. That’s all I would and all I can and hope that she would get out of it well.

"'That which we hate, we feel in ourselves,' Alosha said. "That which we fear, we see in others. But hate and fear both arise in the heart, as does love. Hate can conquer fear, but only love can conquer hate. You hate the Shamere in order to protect you from your fear of them. But there is a greater protection.” A pause. “See them not as separate from yourself. See them as family. It is easy to love one’s family.”

tfaduh.