Wow. How long haven't I been here? It's really dusty and full of cobwebs. Yeck. I'm not fond of spiders.

Why am I back here again?

Perhaps it's that feeling once more...

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It wasn't you who was, it was me...

I'm always the surrogate after all. Time and time again. I bring people together. And they always are happy together. *smile a plastic smile* So happy they are together, so well matched. They don't need the surrogate friend anymore after that. They have found their real friend.

My job is done here. It's time to break away and find another client. Business is real good always. I always find clients. They always find theirs. I'm glad to help. I'm glad to be there to make them happy and optimistic. :)

It's good to be a surrogate, it's good to see people happy together, it's ... nice... to be alone again, only with my imaginary friends. I love them. They are always around. :)

With this, I tread onwards, out into the darkness alone once more...

away from the lights

and away from the party where everyone is having fun...

back home...

back home...


There you are my friends. I'm back. :)

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The night passes ever so slowly and somehow is ever so beautiful.

Empty.

It's just me and the stars tonight.


tfaduh.